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13 January 2011 @ 10:29 am
On Sunday my mom passed away. Anyone who knows me, knows that my mom was disabled. She was lucky and was able to qualify for Social Security and Disability, but because of that she was unable to have any sort of asset. So she couldn’t have a savings account, or life insurance.

Because I’m over the age of 18, and my step-dad is deceased SSI does not give death benefits to me or my family. In fact, when I called the SSI office to inquire about this, the lady rudely informed me of that fact, and then proceeded to hang up on me.

At the age of 42, my mom passed away. At the age of 24 I’m trying to hang onto some semblance of life. My mom and I weren’t always close, and we had our shares of ups and downs, but losing her has … tore something from me. I feel hallow.

My mom will never get to see me graduate college, or see me get married. My children (if I ever have any) won’t get to know her. And it hurts. I curse the universe. I curse the world, and I just want the pain to go away.

I don’t know where I’m going to come up with the $6000 to pay for her funeral expenses. That’s more money than I make in a year. They’re willing to take payments but still the amount of money they’re asking for a payment, is more than I or my family can afford.

My friends strongly urged me to set up a paypal account for donations, and I have. Even though doing so makes me feel weird. I feel like this is my burden to bear alone. I know times are tough on everyone, and honestly if you wish to donate my family appreciates it more than you'll ever know, and if you can't then please just send us warm wishes and prayers. We'll need those even more.

Tonight, I have to say good bye to my mom for one last time.

Rest in Peace mom.

21 December 2010 @ 05:10 pm
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07 September 2010 @ 10:46 pm
I'm back with another pixel_trade community challenge. I don't really do much with my sims, so my pictures come out looking shotty. But hey, I had a blast participating in another PT Community activity. I enjoy simming, so yeah. Without further ado, here are the Ugries. I decided to make Bekah from the VDSQ! Legacy Challenge Ugry's first mate.

Ugry Ugries (katu_sims) & Bekah Viking (simpurity)

Luda Ugries (Download) & Chives (boolpropbea)

Jack Ugries (Download) & Namaqua (upendoaushi)

Nala Ugries (Download) & Rory (oannapantso)

Amanda Ugries (Download)

I love how Chive's hair skipped a generation and ended up on her granddaughter,and how Rory's eyes ended up on Amanda.

I think I'm going to try doing this again, but the next time I want to take better pictures. I figured out how to get my sims to stand still, but now I need to figure out how to get them to make awesome faces and poses. We'll see what happens. It was fun though!
I'm back with another pixel_trade TPBM: MME :D I'm finally getting the hang of this I think.

ourwaxensuns wrote: TPBM shall create a Sim whose extreme nerdiness and excitability are shown in his buggy green eyes and extremely pale complexion.

So I present to you: Jackson Pelle

13 June 2010 @ 03:46 pm
 So I've been a member of pixel_trade  for awhile now, but have never gotten around to doing anything over there. Mainly because IDK how to take good in game pictures. But I gave my hand at trying to make a sim for the TPBM: MME challenge thingy. 
will_o_whisper said: The person below me will make a sim with fantasy eyes, your choice of skin, and custom hair. He should have a prominent nose and a kissable mouth.

So let me intorduce you all to Carsen Greene.
 There's really no CC option available, because I couldn't figure out how to just get it so his eyes & hair stayed. Sorry :(

Do whatever you want with him, just don't claim him as yours. And I'd love to see pictures of him being used :D
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08 November 2005 @ 03:03 pm
If you read this, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want - good or bad. When you're finished, post this little paragraph in your blog and be surprised (or mortified) by what people remember about you.

Do this or I will kill you!
15 April 2005 @ 10:36 am
Be forewarned that garbage cans are now attacking innocent people. I was walking to breakfast and one jumped out and bit my hand. It was screaming "RAWR I'm GOING TO EAT YOU JESSICA" and I was like "OH NOZ MISTER BILL!" I tried to run away but it didn't work. Now my hand has been eaten off by the garbage can in the hallway. :( Sad news.
P.s 2 people have told me I look cute today. WEEE! Heh.
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Current Music: ABKllGang Related
14 January 2005 @ 01:31 am

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05 October 2004 @ 10:56 am
Weehaw. I'm sitting in the computer lab and I'm like...wee. what should I do. So I decided to update this journal. I remember when I used to update it all the time.
::sigh:: I miss those days. Now I'm all over on livejournal. I think that you all should get a livejournal and come talk to me on that.!
03 August 2004 @ 12:22 pm
The other night I was sitting at work not doing anything when out of fucking nowhere I get this sharp pain around my heart and chest. It was like a band of iron all the way around my chest, and it hurt to breathe. I guess I must have looked greenish or something because the other lady I was working with called 911. I got taken to the hospital and they treated me like I had a heartattack. Which thank the lord I didn't. It all turned out to be either an ulcer or acid reflux. They weren't sure which one. Luckily I was able to be sent home with some medicine. So it was pretty scary though. But I'm okay now.
In other news....yeah that's about it. I just wanted to let everyone know that I am okay.